AGONY OF A TRUE LOVER

Till that day I never know what is love

And I was as innocent as a dove

But a girl came in my life

And promised to become my wife

And I was easily fallen into her trap

As I didn’t know that all this was crap

Slowly I become serious

But she was still notorious

For her love was a game

And this time on her list was my name

So I became committed

But I never noticed her love for me was limited

Then one day she was with other guy

And said me bye bye

Then she went with him on a date

Which I strongly hate

I felt as being betrayed

My feelings for her were eradicate

I was heart brokend

And after that never spoken

She left my life like a bird

And love?? I hate this word

But the story was not finished yet

And what started next was what my frnd has bet

My life gave me no alert

That I have become a flirt

In every girl I tried to find her

Even the girls in mah peer

And I started to like a girl

In which I found a shadow of her

So one day I proposed that girl

And I was again in love

My phone again filled with love messages

My phone bill was heavy

To pay them was my bravery

But I feel like getting bored

didn’t know y my love for her soared

I realized it was just a crush

Like we all did everyday brush

Now neither I can love her nor can break her heart

I realized that it was all my mistake

But what I can do when I had become fake

I am not what I wanted to be, what I need to be

But still I am just me

How stupid or dumbo you can think

I have to come out of this..

I have to become what I wanted to be

No matters how difficult or impossible it can be

Because of all the things I lost

I miss being myself the most

--- >>>self composed