YOU SAID IT, SIR

One surely feel amazed at some junctures of his life by the game this Mr. Fate plays with us sometimes, not always full of pleasant surprises but sometimes it do bring some of the bitter most facts of life that someone, very well educated professor of IITR and among the senior most faculty here, calls your father a bastard. At such times you will surely felt bad(more for the professor than for you) but you will be overwhelmed by the strange feeling in your mind and heart and such strange thoughts will continue to haunt your mind till you survey through his mind and find out what the fuck made him said so. One other time, you respect some of the proffs. here very much and love them and their teachings, more about life than that related to subject but at the same time at some other place, you feel like killing a professor who lost his temper, and that too for the sake of his students, and continued scolding the students in a unitone(for a right cause.. I agree) and said some of the words which are too hard for a student to hear from his respected professor. You hear those words, firstly you will never believe that it actually originated from his mouth by his own lip movements and when you are confirmed that it’s none but him... yes the professor, to be more precise, IIT professor, has said this. For a moment you feel so much embraced and harassed in front of the whole batch, and then you realise that even he is sorry for his stupid act. You didn’t become angry with him, just a little bit surprise, a surprise which will be always with you throughout your life and the very first sight of that professor will always remind you of this thing.

Still you don’t feel like killing that professor... you develop a sense of dignity and honour for him... you don’t treat him as your enemy..... u don’t think him as just another common professor of IITR.... u think him the one who care for you and your future... you develop a sense of responsibility towards him.. he is the one who make you feel a real civil engineer. You suddenly become confused...!!!

But then, all of a sudden, you don’t wanna discuss it anymore. You feel like letting it be a suspense and let it remind of itself, whenever and wherever you encounter that professor in your life again. You want to be in a dilemma of confused-mind state forever rather than putting yourself to find out the reason of his saying.... you make yourself comfortable by giving reasoning that he is also a human being(no matter he is a professor in IIT)... a homosapiens... the kind of animal which is used to commit mistakes....!!!